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Problematic Ppl, Problematic $
Saturday, April 07, 2007 4:55 PM

Ermmm... I wonder how long I haven login here. Too lazy, busy, tired and no mood...

Too many things I want to say but I can't. Too many things I want to do but I can't do too. Haiz... Somehow, I just feel I'm wasting my life now.

I'm starting to hate the environment I'm born in recently. I don't wanna state who's the person cos I'll get strike by lightning. Y some ppl can still behave so uncivilised when they have been living in such a civilised nation for so long? Dun they learn? Or is the ppl they mix with?

Unhygienic, disgusting, violent, harsh, inconsiderate, unsensitive and uncaring are all the words to describe him. N the main problem is always Money. Ppl can quarrel about Money, Money and Money all the time. Always save on small stuff and spend on useless thing. Dun they learn probability before? Arghhh~

I'll never save enough to study in peace if all these carries on. Things aren't going well at work too. Doing double work, pay still the same, training also keep dragging. Haizz... If i really wanna calculate, the company has saved $2k+ for the past 2 months after my sup left. And the main thing is I'm doing her job too. Their process of getting a new person is so slow. Trying to stretch me to my limit before I decide to left is it?


I'm so tired. Everything that I've planned just doesn't seems to work. SIM, study loan: I can't fulfill all the criterias; Yes, not 1 but ALL. NTU+NUS: Dun think I will ever have the chance, result sux. Part-time uni: wonder if I'm able to pass, and with so much bundles behind me, I really dun think i can concentrate on working and studying at the same time.

Bank account's $ just reach somewhere and I'm so happy. But the happiness is so short. It decrease again because of someone. He said that he will return me, but i doubt that. It's not the 1st time. Since young, whatever I've work hard for and get all doesn't seems to be able to retain for future use. Sometimes I really selfishly thought of spending everything and not letting him touch them at all, but I know I can't do that.

I really think that I'm getting evil. Smiling is just a mask to cover everything inside me. No more innocent and naively thinks that if I treat someone well, that person will treat me well too. Getting back to my primary school days in corporation primary, isolating myself to prevent myself getting hurt. No more confidence.

Looking at the Autism School that Yung An Pri (my upper pri sch) has converted to when i walk to Mrt everyday, I just feel that the kids look so innocent and happy when they are playing as they live in their own world. I really hope if possible, I can be their teacher in the future. As for now, no $, no bread, then be prepare to die.

Think I've talk too much rubbish. For those who have read this blog, don't come and ask me anything about the details as I wouldn't said. Thanks in advance for giving me some privacy.


# I'm jus a little Girl who need lots of Luv -









Teo Pei Le `
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Mi?
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CuTe MaY aLwAys B
tHe OnLi WoRd 2 dEsCrIbE mI bAh... HaV wAt I cAlL a BiT oF sPlIt ChArAcTeR bAh.
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VeRi BlUr N cLuMsY oSo.
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