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SlaCkInG @ hOmE...
Sunday, July 31, 2005 7:34 PM

Yesterday went out wif dear dear 2 habourfront... Long time din go there le. Change a lot... Din stay there 4 too long cos quite sianz la... Went 2 the hawker nearby 2 eat dinner.

After tt i suggest gg 2 the national day celebration nearby my house there. Settle down below my flat there n tok den walk 2 the place. We started the he 'da wo den i da him thingy' again... -.- Haha... went there anyhow walk around. Nth much 2 c la, n so crowded... Den he send mi home lor... Cos i rushing home 2 watch my fav 'Tian Long Ba Bu'... Haha... He kept purposely dun let mi go home... -.-

Heard him coughing all the way beside mi... So xin tong... Haizzz... Feels so helpless seeing him keep coughing like tt... Dear dear... Hope u get well soon~ :)

Hope next sun cum quickly den can c dear again le!! :p

Today rotting at home. Suppose mus read up txtbk 1. Cos jsp all 4get... :p Den din revise anything the whole holiday oso... Shitto... Den in the end, i read my storybk the whole day... Cos tml date due le wat... Haha...

Tml gg sch hand in proj in the morning bah... Den afternoon pei vic go eat lunch n go co rm finish watching Howl's Moving Castle. Heezz... :p

Bye bloggy~

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Dear Dear Book Out Le!!!
Friday, July 29, 2005 10:49 PM

Today zzz... Morning go sch do fyp. Stupid keep stuck at 1 page can't solve the probz... Den do until 3pm+ still haven go eat lunch. Haha...

So after tt go orchard wif esther 2 eat lunch lor... Late lunch. -.- Den finish eating go walk around... Seems like i hav loss the interest in shopping le. No mood. Duno walk 4 wat or walk where oso. So jus anyhow walk n tok all the way lor... Haha... Walk until far east there den tired le n need 2 go home le. :p

N dear dear today book out le... Finish his field camp le... Haha... So happy.

Yesterday angeline said sth tt hits my heart... Will i b like vic if i broke out wif ky. I think so bah... But i dun dare 2 think... Jus think tt as long as i'm happy wif him now can le. Dun wanna think so much yet.

Seeing vic totally change tis few days, i realli worry 4 her... I dun dare 2 tok too much cos i a person hu always made things worst i think. Realli hope 2 c the vic i noe again...

Tired~ Slp le... Bye bloggy...

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DeAr dEaR gRadUatEd lE!!!
Thursday, July 28, 2005 6:37 PM

Today morning wake up actualli prepare 2 go dear's house but in the end cos he sae go c many doc so no time 2 go. Den went 2 sch at abt 2pm 2 wait 4 him in co rm lor...

zzz... Den wait so long... He bt 4pm den reach sch... Slow. -.- But still felt realli happy went c him. ^o^ Cos so many days din heard any news frm him le wat. :p

He looks so shuai leh~ Wearing his uniform... Heezzz... :p Din go wif him 2 convention centre 2 c him get his 'cert' on stage cos dun wan 2 sit alone there doing nth.

So now, alone, in co rm... Cos the rest all go eat dinner le. Mi here waiting 4 dear 2 cum out... Den go eat dinner bah... :p

Sianzzz... Jus now practicing my zr. Heezz... Play like shit leh... I think i realli no tian fen in music. Prac so long le still like tt. Or maybe i no 1 2 scold n teach mi 2 play correctly bah... :p Maybe after i graduated, i oso wun touch zr anymore le... Cos may hav no time prac le. Like 'fei tian', i spend mor den haf a yr le, still play until so lan. Got short term memory oso. Watever songs played b4 n long time din play will all 4get 1. Haizzz... Stupid brain...

Dear~ Veri long leh... Sianzzz... Heng got bloggy pei wo... Heezzz... Bye bloggy~ :D

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OrG bADmInToN~
Wednesday, July 27, 2005 11:34 PM

Today early in the morning go sch sport hall there play badminton... Wif my yr 1 org ppl... Fm, sw, myo n esther. Ll din cum in the end cos she charging hp in co rm. -.-

So log din play badminton le. Think almost a yr le bah... Play like shit like tt. :P Starting dun feel like playing 1. Keep chit-chat wif esther at the side n laugh at the guys playing. Den in the end still play la. Sweat so much. Eeeee....

After tt we go bugis eat mos burger. Myo went home. Saw 1 pink color tee gal veri pretty, n c 2 'she lang' beside us suddenly appear. :P So qiao saw her in mos burger again. Den tt 2 'she lang' still specially made 1 whole round trip den go order things 2 eat. Den found out she got bf n sianzz... Haha...

Later sw went 4 his driving. Den we anyhow walk around bugis n esther bought a realli 'liang' bracelet. Haha... So many crystals... :p

We walk until sianz le den go 2 the newly opened national library. On the way, esther saw 1 milipede n push mi n jump 2 another side. Haha!! The libray is so high! We take lift until 13 floor but think still got higher but not allowed 2 go la. Den the lift transparent 1. Reminds mi of tt ocean park ride. -.- Esther dun dare 2 c when the lift gg up. Haha... Den the view upstair veri nice. Cos all the windows is glass rite 2 the ground. Can c everything. Nice enviroment. Onli thing bad is no wireless connection. :(

Den we walk every floor down, stoping some n pass some cos haven realli renovate finish the whole building yet. Onli B1 got books tt can borrow. Den we go B1 look at books. In the end sit down somewhere n flipping through interior design magazines. Haha...

After tt i hungry. Heezz... Went mac 2 buy a fillet. Obviously the crew dun like mi... Made mi wait abt 15 min 4 1 fillet takeaway. -.-

Den we walk 2 raffles city cos esther wan 2 look 4 her sis's present. Haha... By the time reach home already 8pm le... Bath n eat n watch 'superstar'. Like derrick n another guy tt sing JJ's songs 1. :p Online doing nth now. Feel like slping now le....

Tml go dear's house. Yeah~ He cum out le. So many days can't c n msg him!! Tml is his graduation day. Heezzz... Realli Realli Mizzzzzzzz u lots Dear~!!!

Mus slp early 2 look pretty tml orh... Bye n nitezz bloggy! :D

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ITP tok~
Monday, July 25, 2005 9:26 PM

Today early morning go 4 ITP briefing... Den end up nobody listen 2 tt vernon tan tok again. Every1 is toking. Haha... Den mi, esther n christina playing tt ''xiao gua" ----> a small turtle keychain. Abusing it, sayanging it... Blah blah blah... :D

Den in the end the tok ends veri early la. Less den 2hr. Haha... Den go slack, den wait 4 fm they all 2 finish proj den we go eat lunch at tiong bahru plaza together lor. Eat kfc. Sianzzz... Drop all the vege...-.-

Den after the blur guy-->fm, gone. Cos he sae need 2 go 4 driving lesson, but in the end msg n sae he remember wrong date. -.-

Den mi n esther go walk walk around lor. Mi bought a precious moment photo album... Veri nice orh~ :P Den esther bought a small dolphin 2 squeeze. :P Still duno wat's it name yet. Haha...

Den went back 2 sch 4 co prac 4 tml. Veri fast den finish le la. Cos all the easy songs. Heezz... Den after tt went 2 bugis wif angeline, yinzhi, vic, weiqiang n 2 yr 1 which 1 i 4get the name n the other i duno the name... Old le. Memory poor. :p

Den duno wat happen den vic becum the pokemon kinger... -.- Kana the guys bully. Haha... Den she revenge... Put so much chilli n cheese in 1 of the yr 1's pasta n soup when we go pastamania eat. Haha... Den tt guy eat until keep drink water. Dotzzz... Gal power vic~

Den after eating go anyhow walk around. Den i spend $ again. -.- Bought sth 2 hang on my hp. Furry furry 1 orh~ Keep touching think soon becum black le. :D

Tml veri early mus go sch le... Sianzzz... Performance. Den after tt go do fyp... Sianzzzz...

Bloggy bye bye~

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AlOnE... LoNeLy... SiAnZz...
Saturday, July 23, 2005 4:59 PM

Haizz... Dear dear go field camp le... 1 whole week can't call or msg him. Realli miz him...

Tis week holiday le. But dear dear can't cum out tis weekend. So sianzzz... No 1 pei wo go out.

Almost cried when yesterday we finish toking on phone cos he lights off le. :'( Sad...

Nth 2 do today... Slacking whole day. Reading storybook, playing games... Cos duno find hu 2 go out oso. Go out oso duno do wat. Zzzz...

Last few days oso like tt. Sianzzzz Argh~

Next week although holiday, but still need 2 go sch everyday... Mon ITP talk den got co prac in the afternoon. Tue performance in the morning, den doing fyp after tt, after tt maybe gg ktv lor. :p Wed co prac as usual. Thur go c dear dear graduation. Fri go sch do fyp... Haizzz...

Duno wat 2 type. My life is jus like tt. Byee bloggy...

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YoZzZz... fEElLinG vErI sIaNzzz...
Monday, July 18, 2005 8:04 PM

HaLo bLoGgY... LoNg TiMe nO c... :p Start 2 lose the interest in blogging le leh... Or u can sae i lazy le... :p

Last week quite busy but starting from fri got nth 2 do until now... Zzz... Or is got things dun feel like doing... :p

Last week do fyp lor, den quite slack oso. Go je library last tue. Borrow books wif esther n fm, den after go fm's house void deck there play dai ti. I always hav the luck of 1st 3 rounds onli. Den after tt lose 2 tt idiot le. -.- Den when we go 2 his how 2 refill water bottle, call wrong person... Shit! Can't c clearly den call his dad bcum 'auntie'! :p Den esther blindly follow w/o lookin oso. Haha... Joke of the day... Think tt's the greatest 1st impression we hav giv 4 his dad. -.-

Den wed go co prac. Got rehearsal tt day wif the life arts ppl. Many ppl din cum. I veri dissappointed la. Cos still thinking it will b sth like a 'full dress rehearsal'. Den play not nice oso. Cos some instruments din cum. Haizzz... The artists still ask us y the fei tian sounds funny 1. :(

Thur, a busy day. Climb up n down hills twice. zzz...

Fri lesson whole day lor. Get csb result. Haha... Ok la. Interview not expected can get B+. Heezz... :D

Den esther sae wan 2 wear skirt wif mi whole week 1. In the end 1 day oso din wear. I so shang xin leh.

Sat rot at home. Finish the thriller borrowed on tue. Den got nth 2 do le. Duno y start 2 play wif WORMS 3D on my bro's laptop. Den kana addicted le. Haha.. Keep playing. :p

Sun afternoon go out wif dear... Go toa payoh cos he when 2 collect his glasses. He made tis 'tooo' plastic glass cos metal 1 the rubber at the nose there keep drop when in army. Haha... He looks so cute wif it on. :p Den we anyhow roam around the place cos nth 2 do. Den go eat. Den reach the time he hav 2 go home 2 pack n book in. Haizzz... Sad. Every week like tt. N tis time need 2 wait until next thur den can c him cos he got field camp. Den thur he graduation can book out. Heezzz... 1 week n 3 days 2 go.

Today... fyp meeting morning den tell mi cancelled. Haha... Den nth 2 do again. Den i go sch, co rm slack. Prac zr lor. Got prac like din prac like tt. :p Den go kfc eat lunch. Den cum back co rm awhile den go home le. N vic at last gimme her construction paper le. Haha... Reach home play worm 3d, eat den slp. Until jus now jus wake up. :p Pig la mi... :D

Sianzzz arh... wash clothes later bah... Realli lazy 2 do anything. Lazy 2 do housework, revise my modules, do proj, do co stuff, prac zr.... etc. Zzz.... Feeling so restless. Dun even feel like shopping now already. No mood 2 do anything. My mum oso sae i bcum thinner le. Mus gain weight. But how? Wan 2 go jog den the weather keeps raining. -.-Haizzz... Sianzz la...

Watever la... Lan de qu kuan. Byeee Bloggy~

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Slacking, Interview over le...
Saturday, July 09, 2005 11:35 PM

Yeah~ Everything over le... Now slack awhile 1st. Cos the real works r gg 2 start soon le... Projects... -.-

Thur after lesson, my fyp grp n supervisor went 2 ikea 2 eat. Haha... Use up the $6.50 every sem tt we all hav. I ate 5 'gan tan' tt day...-.- cos esther dun wan 2 eat. Haha... Den we went walk walk a while den i need 2 go back sch 2 teach 2 freshies zr. But in e end i was late n e 2 freshies waiting 4 mi... Sry la. Not my fault! Its e stupid EEE blk's comp n printer. Waste my time n $. 1 lab printer got probz. Another 1 no ink. Den print out e things like shit n still eat up my $$. -.-

After tt went business chinese lor. Haha... After business chi, i went jp alone. Cos wanna go buy a formal shirt 4 the role play interview on fri. (sick of wearing black n white all the time... :p) den go home lor... So tired...

Next day interview lor. As usual e sch machine will gimme probz 1. Tis time is the top up machine 4 the ez-paying system (so ma fan still sae is easy... stupid). -.- Dun tok abt e interview le. Fail la. Din prepare.

Afternoon got lesson. Den mi n esther went 2 suntec 2 shop. Bor liao la mi. Den i spent $ again. A last bought a white cardigan. But tt nu ren still sae not white enough. Haiz... -.- Go away la her. :p

Today go out wif dear dear... Heezzz...

We went 2 watch initial D. Not bad la the movie. But i so suay. Dunno which idiot put cheese 4 the seat 2 eat arh. My bag n clothes all kana... Stupid! Somemore i wearing white... -.-

Wan 2 wish pc happy bday la. Din went 2 celebrate. Sry abt tt. Cos mi n ky both coughing. If go eat steamboat think will get worst. Haha...

Den after movie, dear dear sent mi home.(he i think 2 mths din sent mi home le) Zzz... Realli miz u dear... U rest well hor... Tml booking in again le. Haizzz...

Bye bloggy... Nitezzz...

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At LaSt RePoRt n PrEsEnTaTiOn OvEr Le!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 11:59 AM

Zzzz....

Tot hang ten finish can rest... Frm last thur start... Hav been rushing fyp until yesterday den finish everything... Haizzz...

Thur actualli wan 2 go n meet 2 freshies 2 teach dem zr 1. But in the end cos rush report den din go oso. Den until 5.30pm den go business chi. After tt went 2 suntec 2 celebrate ll"s bDay. Haha... After finish dinner there den we go esplanade there 2 'feng'... Den they all play cake n cream... -.- Heng i din kana... Hahaha....

Den next day although last min all lesson cancelled due 2 the bill gates stuff... But still need 2 go sch... n somemore whole day at sch rushing proj... So tired. Den until lab close den we go out. Den mi n esther went 2 orchard 2 search 4 our formal shirt. But in the end din buy...

Sat morning wake up early 2 do my proj again! Den afternoon went 2 meet my grp 2 discuss presentation stuff. Cos ourside discuss so i bring my laptop... So heavy.. :p

Den in the evening den we all went bugis. Mi go there is meet dear la. But in the end he got fever. I force him 2 go home. So go his house eat dinner n pei him until late le den go home lor.

Haizzz... Jus nO time 2 go out wif him whole day. :(

Den sun whole day at home. Piaing proj... -.-

Mon hand in report. N wake up at 6.30 cos 9am hand in report. Den the sch comp as usual... Giv so much probz again. haizzz... In the end hand in late... But i think a lot of ppl hand in late oso... Hahaha... Tot can slack abit le. But No... Still got presentation on tue... We all discuss tt 4 whole afternoon, writing script n so on. By the time finish oso late afternoon le. Den again, went out 2 shop 4 our formal wear thingy... Zzz... So tired n hungry... In the end i wear back my white shirt la. Din buy. But i bought a pair of black heels. Heez... But still think white 1 nicer. :P

Tue presentation! Think die le. Cos b4 it there is some conflict among my grp n another fyp grp. Den i duno wat 2 do n haven finish memorimg presentation stuff, so went out 2 hide. Haizz... Makes my xing qing so luan le. Den can't concentrate... 4get many things during the presentation.

But after finish den dun care anything le. Can relax le!! We keep taking photos here n there... Den go K lunch... Haha... Den mi esther n ting ting need 2 cum back 2 sch 4 lesson la. Sianz... But lesson in the end finished veri early. So mi n esther went 2 eat le den go out again. Hahaha... Cos jus feels like 'fenging' n dun wanna go home so early, although we all veri tired le. :p

Den still reach home early la. Den eat dinner le den start toking 2 dear on phone... Tok until he lights off den slp.... Heezzz... DEAR~ i realli miz U~ :p Tis sat mus go out wif u whole day~

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