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OfF dAy...
Friday, April 29, 2005 10:37 PM

Today wake up den help my mum 2 clean here n there... Wipe windows, fans, sweep floor. Sianz... Jus now jus finish washing clothes. Off day oso cannot rest. -.-

In the afternoon, meet vic at lakeside mrt den we go sch together 2 hand in the application form 4 business chinese. Heng got her pei wo, or else i will b alone today again.

After that we went 2 JP 2 pei her eat lunch cos she haven eat. (so wei da of her 2 pei mi go hand in form 1st, haha... :p) Dunno y recently keep gg JP wif her. N its the 2nd time tt we saw chew chor meng n zhong qin at JP filming some show. Haha... After finish eating den jus walk walk around JP. Getting more n more sian of JP le. Especially when u hav no $ n feel like buying things so much. Broke le. Haizz...

Nvm. I will work hard n earn more $ now. :p

After tt when home, n now making guest players souviner again. Keep on lazy 2 make leh. :p

Tml mus work whole day again. So sianz... But dear sae tt he is gg 2 cum n pei wo eat lunch tml. Haha... Hope he keep his promise...

Still thinking of how 2 make my bloggy more original. Think my HTML realli throw away le. Haha... Bloggy, i will make u look more pretty ok? :p

Nite nite...

# I'm jus a little Girl who need lots of Luv -

ArGhHh... TiReD... SrY bLoGgY. Yesterday din cum up cos too tired.

Yesterday is my 1st day of work at hang ten. So long din stand whole day le. But today use 2 it le. Din noe tt the ppl there report 2 work on wed at 10.45am, I 10am reach IMM le. Waited so long outside the shop. Sianz... Can slp longer 1. Most funny thing is tt actualli i suppose 2 start work on sat, not wed! They ppl there were quite shock tt i came. Haha... It not my fault. Cos the HR ppl tell mi 2 fill up the working schedule myself den i follow lor. I still ask tt HR person twice 2 confirm tt i report 2 work on wed leh. -.-

Nvm... Except the manager n another senior sales associate, all others there r gals, n is all around the same age as mi 1. Haha. Got 1 part-time gal is DBIT ebm 1. Same yr as mi. So qiao...

In the end b'cos yesterday too many ppl, den the manager sae i can leave early. Haha. Jus in time 2 go 4 the concert debriefing. Reach there den found out tt got 1 person oso report 2 work wrong day same as mi. Haha... U noe hu u r la.

During briefing, a lot of things were mention.Nice things, not nice things, as usual. But 1 thing i wan 2 sae is tt, being in a club (especialli CO) is not easy. Every1 is stress up when we kan jiong. We may oso offend many ppl when we dunno (like i scare i always sae wrong things den kana ppl bu shuang). But jus 4get it when everything is over k. Watever we do, each individual will hav diff perceptions of certain things. Some will sae out, some wun. But wat done is done. Like wat Mr Lee sae yesterday, a debriefing is trying 2 bring improvements 2 next yr. Jus try our best tt watever u dun repeat watever things u dun like abt tis yr n understand how hard it is 2 accomplish certain things between words n realli doing it urself... Overall, i still hope tt SPCO will remain as a BIG FAMILY hoping tt it will get bigger.(World PEACE!!)

To yr 3s tt jus graduated, i think i'm the onli yr 2 tt study wif u all during study week. I always c n hear a lot of things during tt period. Although frankly speaking, i dun like n its quite hurting abt some of ur attitude sometimes, but I noe u all hav sacrifices a lot of time 4 co n realli appreciate it cos if u all jus abandon us, we may not hav enough strength le. (heard abt past yrs yr 3s always left 3-4 ppl onli cos all MIA)

N 2 liuqin jie meis, heard tt all of u all wanna go, U can c how sad Mr Lee is. I noe tt u all hav other commitment which can b c in ur results but not ours, but not onli mi, a lot of other ppl oso, hope tt u all will stay. Please... ...

After the briefing, go eat dunno is dinner or supper will dem but i din eat. Reach home hungry, quickly eat le den slp. Today late 4 work. :p Heng tt senior sa gd, din report tt i late. Stand 12 hrs today, so tired. Sianz... Still mus stand another 3 mths.

Haiz... Slp le. Tml still mus go sch 2 hand in form. N dunno will any1 yue wo go out mah... Haizz... Tt person tt i long 4 him 2 yue mi out 1 always wun 1.

Every nite, xiao zhu n xiao yu will heard watever my heart long 4 (sometimes get wet too). Nitezz bloggy...

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SlAcK wHoLe DaY...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:46 PM

Today wake up early 2 go AMK 2 buy my uniform. All bcos tt worm din tell mi. Harrison i dun wan 2 treat u le. Make mi run so far 2 times. :p

Den when 2 JE kbox 2 find Vic, Angeline, Engine n Lingling. Haha... But i onli sing 3-4 songs den finish le cos i go too late liao. Sianz... Mus go KTV again!!!

After tt when 2 long john 2 eat wif them n sit there whole afternoon chatting. Haha... Like non-stop 1. So many things 2 sae. Sit until dunno wat time den we when down IMM 2 shop.

Haiz... My cuming 3 mths will b living in IMM again le. Cos will b working there. Sianz... But no $ so mus pia work. Dear... Sry tt i cannot pei u. But u oso dun yue wo go out so i dun care abt u le. I earn my $ n spend myself lor. :(

N tis morning den i noe tt my contract is 3 mths!!! Dunno which idiot write 1. N its after i sign den he write 1. Wah... Stupid Hang ten... Haven start work cheat mi le. Start later start sch which mst or proj high time not enough time 2 study. Haiz...

Tml mus report 1st day 4 work. Sianz. Hope dun need 2 move heavy things like in Watsons n Seagate like tt. Still got debriefing tml at 7pm. Mus rush down man. N tt pan wei bo jus msg mi n tell mi 2 take sth frm lifang n pass 2 him tml. Sianz... Any1 hu saw tis pls remind mi hor. I scare i tml too tired den 4got.

Zzz... Mus go make guest players' souviner now le. Dun tell u all wat i making. :p

Mus slp early oso. Dunno tml how will b the character of the manager n collegues be. Hope can work happliy there bah. Or else 3 mths will b a torture. :p

Nitez bloggy...

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FoUnD jOb Le!!!
Monday, April 25, 2005 11:07 PM

Haha... 1stly mus thanx Victoria 1st 4 helping mi buy envelopes cos 4got 2 thanx her in my blog yesterday la. (kana her scold le.) :p Still got many ppl i need 2 thanx la. Sry tt i can't type all out cos i a bit short term memory n blur la.

Today mus thanx harrison tt worm oso, cos he help mi 2 find a job (i hate searching 4 jobs). Yesterday chatting haf way den i ask where he work, den his sae still got place somewhere else n he help mi call the manager. Den today i go interview n got the job. Haha... Din noe so fast get le. Thanx arh... Will treat u when i get my 1st pay la...

Today go find tt office alone. Almost mi lu. Walk wrong bus stop, over shoot bus stop n walk back... Haha... But at last found the place la.

Will be starting work tis wed at IMM hang ten...

Suddenly Marleen msg mi in the evening jus now n sae there is a concert debriefing tis wed at 7pm. Dotz... Heng i put my tt day working schedule not full-time or else i cannot go le. Haha... So zhun leh... (dunno izzizt i can predict the future or not) :p

After finish interview, when 2 near bra basah tt mac there 2 eat lunch n wait 4 dear oso. While eating den heard 2 china ppl comment abt a new article. They scold S'pore leh!!! I so angry. Still sae we r onli 1000 times of Shanghai, so small still so proud. -.- IDIOTs. No matter wat I still luv S'pore!! Haha...

After meeting dear, when walk around suntec n when home. Veri happy today... Luv U lots Dear!!! Still veri sad tt u gg NS le. :( Will surely miz u a lot...

I gg slp le la bloggy... Nite nite...

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YeAh!!! CoNcErT iS OvEr!!!
Sunday, April 24, 2005 4:19 PM

Sorry my bloggy... Too busy these few days le... Din cum up n c u...

Realli veri happi that the concert is finally over n it realli n big sucess... Haha... Although got some small mistake happen in the middle of the concert la. Still veri guilty tt i 4got abt Steven's flower!!! Steven realli sorry leh...

Early in the morning wake up 2 make the cossage 4 GOH, den go jurong point 2 collect flowers for soloist n lao shi, den when 2 sch. Reach sch pack everything ok le den all of us leave 4 VCH.

Den reach there le straight away go buy lunch or else every1 will die of hunger. Haha... Heng i work around there 4 1 day b4, noe a place tt sell food cheaper den other place in tt CBD area. B'cos its a saturday, tt store's rice kana we all buy finish leh. Haha...

Den back at VCH, packing instruments, tiao ying, everything finish le den can eat. I realli mus learn 2 eat faster. Haha...

Den after tt is rehearsal le. Quite restless during rehearsal so din play well, n not use 2 the stage oso. B'cos of many backstage stuff 2 settle, the rehearsal drag until quite late den finish. Den no time 2 eat n do other stuff leh. I rush 2 change, den 2 eat, den finish thought can go makeup, but Wendy suddenly sae 2nd floor no usher open door n in-charge of ticketing. Arghh... Den i rush 2 get n booklet n ticket box 4 them n tell them wat 2 do. My shoes n skirt somemore so hard 2 walk. Haha... I run up n down realli too busy. I dun even haven time 2 makeup. Den by the time i reach backstage, i din put foundation den put blusher n eye shadow. Pro sia. Den go out they already queuing up waiting 2 go on stage le. I quickly grab my file n zr den run 2 queue n go on stage. Sweat still dripping man.

On the stage, 1st song, 1 beat play wrong already. -.- Cos its i dun hav 1. Diaoz... Heng not veri loud. Whole concert almost every song play wrong. Haiz... Hopeless leh mi. A bit too nervous le. Legs still shaking.

When everything finish, every1 is so HIGH in mood. Haha. So fun. Den pack everything le, go back sch n den 1 uncle hu drive lorry 1 send all of us in jurong area 1 go home. So gd, save my cab fare. Haha...

Special thanx 2 xing zuan n jia xuan hu help mi wif the flowers n costume stuff... N still got a lot of ppl hu help mi 2 buy tis n tt la. THANX U ALL!!! I LUV U!!! (but i luv my dear the most la) :p

Too tired le... Slp at 1 am n wake up at 1pm today... 12 hrs. Pro...

K la.. Tt's all bah... I think a bit too long le. Bye bloggy...

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FeElInG sIcK...
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 10:48 PM

Realli veri tired today... Morning 8.40am reach sch already 2 open co rm 4 pluck section practice. Haiz... Den after prac still go cut n fold the booklet 4 the whole afternoon. Mi in the library so pathetic cutting alone... :(

Dunno wat happen 2 my lips all of a sudden... They look like 2 BIG FAT HOTDOGS 2 MI!!! I guess I'm too heaty le bah... Keep eating fried food when i jus recover from my fever n cough... When home alone n straight home cos my lips realli looks veri UGLY!!! Arghhh... Dunno tml wait up will still like tt not... Die... Den i dun dare 2 go out le... Dun go co practice le... :p

Whole mind is stressing up by tis cuming sat concert stuff... Realli hope everything will go fine on tt day itself... Left flowers n costumes 2 settle le... GAMBATTE PL!!! :p

Slp le... Zzz... Nitezzz...

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JuS cReaTeD tIs BloG of MinE...
Saturday, April 16, 2005 12:10 AM

Ehh... I thinking i'm a bit slow bah... Create tis 4 fun onli... Cos after exam le!!! Too bor liao arh!!! Zzz...

I dun think i will go up everyday n type watever happen tt day cos i'll b veri busy at certain times... N wat's more, somemore will b fighting 2 use comp at home... My 2 stupid BROS... haizz...

After exams suddenly feels veri lost... Like nth 2 do... So go out shopping wif Esther today, but din buy anything cos no $$!! Need 2 go find jobs n earn more $ le... Realli broke liao... Haizz...

Next week will b SPCO intensive training practices... EVERYDAY... Vic sae can camp in school le... Hahaha... Hope everything will go smooth 4 our annual concert... SPCO JIA YOU!!!

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