Dun Think I can get In le...
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 1:08 PM
Haizz... I have started 2 giv up hope le. Damn lousy week 4 mi.
Last sat, dear dear angry wif mi. Cos i 4get sth i promise. Haizz... Suan le. R we realli drifting apart? I realli hate 2 think abt tt...
Mon, din receive call frm the company i went interview the previous thur. Tt means gone case again. Decided 2 find ciaxian n ask her abt the job she said 2 weeks ago. Pay little n damn inconvinient 4 mi. But i have no choice le. Can't keep on bai chi bai he at home. My $ is oso running out. Haizzz...
Tue, went jogging in the morning. Love chinese garden early in the morning. All the nature n quietness. No 1 nagging, no stress. C tortises sun tanning, birds flying around, fishes swimming, wind blowing. Realli hope time will jus stop there...
Back 2 reality, sent my resume 2 ciaxian's company, n got her sms in the afternoon asking mi to report work on mon. Tt's fast. But i noe they need ppl la.
Today?
Lazy. Din go jog. Wake up den check result. Got a B+ for my internship. I'm satisfied wif tt cos i noe my company ppl dun realli think i do things veri well. Haiz... CCA, 4 bonus pt. But i think my no. of pts can get 2 4 bonus pt le. Nvm... Awarded a diploma... Graduate le... But i dun feel any happiness at all...
Back 2 my all time probz...
Is looking small always a sin? I hate it when ppl sae i look small n immature. No matter how i dress, how i act, NO USE!!! Ppl always sae: "dun take a book by it cover", but they are always doing tt themselves!! I start 2 loss all my confidence... No matter how much things i've done, no 1 will ever notice mi. No 1 will aknowledge mi...
All those interviewers... Always gimme those doubtful eyes. So many times. Since sec 2 when i went 2 find jobs 4 the 1st time. I am POOR. I need $$. I wan 2 work hard. But when ppl dun wan 2 giv u any job, how am I gg 2 WORK HARD!!
Until now, among so many jobs i've work, those i get in 1 is always those w/o having formal interview or they desperately need ppl 1. Haizz... Still got 1 tell mi tt i look immature in the face n ask mi 2 get out... GND LA THESE PPL!!!
I am born like this ok? Wat u all wan mi 2 do? I no $ 2 go buy all the "pu ping" to drink oso. I am CHEAP, UGLY N WEAK OK!!! HAPPY?!!
WATEVER!! Bye bloggy... Thanx 4 letting mi "fa xie"...
Last sat, dear dear angry wif mi. Cos i 4get sth i promise. Haizz... Suan le. R we realli drifting apart? I realli hate 2 think abt tt...
Mon, din receive call frm the company i went interview the previous thur. Tt means gone case again. Decided 2 find ciaxian n ask her abt the job she said 2 weeks ago. Pay little n damn inconvinient 4 mi. But i have no choice le. Can't keep on bai chi bai he at home. My $ is oso running out. Haizzz...
Tue, went jogging in the morning. Love chinese garden early in the morning. All the nature n quietness. No 1 nagging, no stress. C tortises sun tanning, birds flying around, fishes swimming, wind blowing. Realli hope time will jus stop there...
Back 2 reality, sent my resume 2 ciaxian's company, n got her sms in the afternoon asking mi to report work on mon. Tt's fast. But i noe they need ppl la.
Today?
Lazy. Din go jog. Wake up den check result. Got a B+ for my internship. I'm satisfied wif tt cos i noe my company ppl dun realli think i do things veri well. Haiz... CCA, 4 bonus pt. But i think my no. of pts can get 2 4 bonus pt le. Nvm... Awarded a diploma... Graduate le... But i dun feel any happiness at all...
Back 2 my all time probz...
Is looking small always a sin? I hate it when ppl sae i look small n immature. No matter how i dress, how i act, NO USE!!! Ppl always sae: "dun take a book by it cover", but they are always doing tt themselves!! I start 2 loss all my confidence... No matter how much things i've done, no 1 will ever notice mi. No 1 will aknowledge mi...
All those interviewers... Always gimme those doubtful eyes. So many times. Since sec 2 when i went 2 find jobs 4 the 1st time. I am POOR. I need $$. I wan 2 work hard. But when ppl dun wan 2 giv u any job, how am I gg 2 WORK HARD!!
Until now, among so many jobs i've work, those i get in 1 is always those w/o having formal interview or they desperately need ppl 1. Haizz... Still got 1 tell mi tt i look immature in the face n ask mi 2 get out... GND LA THESE PPL!!!
I am born like this ok? Wat u all wan mi 2 do? I no $ 2 go buy all the "pu ping" to drink oso. I am CHEAP, UGLY N WEAK OK!!! HAPPY?!!
WATEVER!! Bye bloggy... Thanx 4 letting mi "fa xie"...
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