FYP~FYP~FYP~
Friday, August 26, 2005 9:22 PM
Din blog recently... :p Cos realli sick of staring at comp 4 too long everyday...
Hav been busy wif fyp. Doing everyday (except today) frm 10am - lab close during non- lesson time. Zzzz... Tired leh... So stress. Scare can't finish. Seem like still got a lot of things 2 do... Zzz...
3 more weeks 2 pia schoolwork b4 i can take a break. Got fyp n presentation n fme proj on wk 15; 4 test, 1 proj n 1 presentation on wk 16. Sianzz...
Keep saying jia you 2 myself... But whenever think of the long road down the future tt i will still need 2 carry on walking, its realli quite discouraging. Cos tis road realli seems endless. Sometimes realli hope tt i can 4ever stay in sch life cos i'm still not prepare 2 walk into the 'real world'. Think a lot abt my itp. Wat will i get? N wat shd i work as or can work as in the future? Can i go U? If can, where do i get those $ frm 2 pay my tution fee.
Qns n more qns but no ans. Veri lazy 2 find ans oso. Somehow i losing the strength i hav in the past tt keep pushing mi forward. Haizz... Seeing how hard my dad is working n my own past experience in working life, i'm realli afraid. But any human beings cannot dun work. Haizzz... Childish thinking keep poping out in my mind sometimes. Hu shi luan xiang bah... Maybe tt's y my danduff n hair loss problem is getting worse. Keep 'snowing'. -.- Realli afraid 1 day i'll becum bald. :P
Realli nervous abt my itp. Y so many ppl receive n go 4 interview le while i still waiting? Izzizt becos i seems too quiet in front of lecturers? Or my look n ability got prob? Wat i'm most afraid of when gg on 2 the working society is my xiao mei mei look. I dun look 19 at all. Hav been meeting so many prob since i start find jobs in sec 3 bcos of my look. Always receive comments like: 'u dun look mature enough' or 'we need more strong build ppl'... Or is when i tell them my age den they sae a higher age of employment 2 shoo mi away. If i still meet tis prob when i go find job next time, how am i gg 2 get a job? Everyone always take looks by its cover in tis society, especially interview is fully depends on the 1st impression. Haizzz... Realli hope i can at least grow fatter. At least i wun look so weak n small.
I always like 2 act strong bah. Throw things, hit ppl wif my 'weapons', n act veri chu lu all the time. I keep thinking maybe tis can prevent ppl frm bullying mi bah. Cos since k1 when 1st time go sch, i keep kana bully by ppl, boycot n isolate, betray, bei shua... watever. Until i transfer 2 my 2nd pri sch, den i noe my childhood n meet real friends. Den secondary sch, everything start again. Haizzz... Too tired 2 care so stay quiet. Too quiet oso kana ppl sae i 'dao'. -.- GND LA all this ppl!!!
Poly life although is stressful, but i realli enjoy myself. Slack a bit too much sometimes too. :p N most important, i met 1 person hu realli change my life a lot. U DEAR!!! :D Cos last time always tot tt no 1 will like mi tis xiao mei mei 1. N somemore so ugly, bunny teeth, skinny like stick. Haizz... But realli happy 2 meet u dear. U make mi feel so loved. :) Hope u can finish ur ns quickly. Realli miz u!!! 11 more days 2 ur POP. Yeah~
Today saw 1 friend got bf le orh. So surprise. Cos she is realli veri veri soft spoken n quiet person when i noe her. But she is realli gentle n cute la. N her bf look not bad. Happy 4 her la. She looks so shy when she saw mi. Hahaha...
Gg do fyp again le. Bye bloggy...
Miz u dear~
Hav been busy wif fyp. Doing everyday (except today) frm 10am - lab close during non- lesson time. Zzzz... Tired leh... So stress. Scare can't finish. Seem like still got a lot of things 2 do... Zzz...
3 more weeks 2 pia schoolwork b4 i can take a break. Got fyp n presentation n fme proj on wk 15; 4 test, 1 proj n 1 presentation on wk 16. Sianzz...
Keep saying jia you 2 myself... But whenever think of the long road down the future tt i will still need 2 carry on walking, its realli quite discouraging. Cos tis road realli seems endless. Sometimes realli hope tt i can 4ever stay in sch life cos i'm still not prepare 2 walk into the 'real world'. Think a lot abt my itp. Wat will i get? N wat shd i work as or can work as in the future? Can i go U? If can, where do i get those $ frm 2 pay my tution fee.
Qns n more qns but no ans. Veri lazy 2 find ans oso. Somehow i losing the strength i hav in the past tt keep pushing mi forward. Haizz... Seeing how hard my dad is working n my own past experience in working life, i'm realli afraid. But any human beings cannot dun work. Haizzz... Childish thinking keep poping out in my mind sometimes. Hu shi luan xiang bah... Maybe tt's y my danduff n hair loss problem is getting worse. Keep 'snowing'. -.- Realli afraid 1 day i'll becum bald. :P
Realli nervous abt my itp. Y so many ppl receive n go 4 interview le while i still waiting? Izzizt becos i seems too quiet in front of lecturers? Or my look n ability got prob? Wat i'm most afraid of when gg on 2 the working society is my xiao mei mei look. I dun look 19 at all. Hav been meeting so many prob since i start find jobs in sec 3 bcos of my look. Always receive comments like: 'u dun look mature enough' or 'we need more strong build ppl'... Or is when i tell them my age den they sae a higher age of employment 2 shoo mi away. If i still meet tis prob when i go find job next time, how am i gg 2 get a job? Everyone always take looks by its cover in tis society, especially interview is fully depends on the 1st impression. Haizzz... Realli hope i can at least grow fatter. At least i wun look so weak n small.
I always like 2 act strong bah. Throw things, hit ppl wif my 'weapons', n act veri chu lu all the time. I keep thinking maybe tis can prevent ppl frm bullying mi bah. Cos since k1 when 1st time go sch, i keep kana bully by ppl, boycot n isolate, betray, bei shua... watever. Until i transfer 2 my 2nd pri sch, den i noe my childhood n meet real friends. Den secondary sch, everything start again. Haizzz... Too tired 2 care so stay quiet. Too quiet oso kana ppl sae i 'dao'. -.- GND LA all this ppl!!!
Poly life although is stressful, but i realli enjoy myself. Slack a bit too much sometimes too. :p N most important, i met 1 person hu realli change my life a lot. U DEAR!!! :D Cos last time always tot tt no 1 will like mi tis xiao mei mei 1. N somemore so ugly, bunny teeth, skinny like stick. Haizz... But realli happy 2 meet u dear. U make mi feel so loved. :) Hope u can finish ur ns quickly. Realli miz u!!! 11 more days 2 ur POP. Yeah~
Today saw 1 friend got bf le orh. So surprise. Cos she is realli veri veri soft spoken n quiet person when i noe her. But she is realli gentle n cute la. N her bf look not bad. Happy 4 her la. She looks so shy when she saw mi. Hahaha...
Gg do fyp again le. Bye bloggy...
Miz u dear~
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